I've been told many times I don't do anything for myself. I'm always stressed out and frustrated with everything with both my online & real life because they conflict with each other. School is winding down but I still have a lot of things I need to do. Promo is so disconnected for me because I can't hook up with my cousin. the last two times I went to visit my grandma she wasn't there. She has one of my cameras and the only way I can contact her is through myspace and I can't even do that if she's not around a computer to reply back to me when I need to find out what's going on with her side of the promo. I haven't been loyal to BST Bluestar Street Team either which conflicts even more because personality wise street promo is hard for me to do due to my shyness.
On top of all of this, DSC (Down 4 Slick Crew) is on the verge of coming back but it's still not completely together either. I avoid everything with it but last night our meeting went better than I planned that's one positive out of all the negative things that are going on in my life with all this stuff I've been doing for Pretty Ricky and the bluestars.
Puts head down, I'm still struggling with school too and finals are coming up and two of four classes are for sure going to get passed. I have a project to do that I've known about for two and a half weeks and I barely have anything done on it and I have to turn it on Monday.
This summer I will attempt to do something for myself. I really want to go to Miami after I finish school for the semester on May 22. Three months of vacation and probably spending most of it in boring Sacramento, California.
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