Why Now?

Pretty Ricky dreams are very slim with me but the last two days I've had two of the oddest dreams ever and they seem to happen early in the morning between 3 & 5 am.

Saturday

Pretty Ricky was doing their radio show that they do every saturday on chillFM. The show was going like it normally does but after one of the commercial breaks they introduced the new media department to the listeners. I woke up after that so I don't know what happened after that.

Sunday (Today)

Okay Pretty Ricky was premiering their new video for their song "Tipsy" and again the new media department was there (not saying it was odd) but they were on the set with the boys. They were in the video or something don't remember or they were making an appearance on set. They also pop up on camera with the boys during the premier of the video. I woke up before the end of the dream so I don't know what happened after that.

Business W/No Business

I've been told many times I don't do anything for myself. I'm always stressed out and frustrated with everything with both my online & real life because they conflict with each other. School is winding down but I still have a lot of things I need to do. Promo is so disconnected for me because I can't hook up with my cousin. the last two times I went to visit my grandma she wasn't there. She has one of my cameras and the only way I can contact her is through myspace and I can't even do that if she's not around a computer to reply back to me when I need to find out what's going on with her side of the promo. I haven't been loyal to BST Bluestar Street Team either which conflicts even more because personality wise street promo is hard for me to do due to my shyness.

On top of all of this, DSC (Down 4 Slick Crew) is on the verge of coming back but it's still not completely together either. I avoid everything with it but last night our meeting went better than I planned that's one positive out of all the negative things that are going on in my life with all this stuff I've been doing for Pretty Ricky and the bluestars.

Puts head down, I'm still struggling with school too and finals are coming up and two of four classes are for sure going to get passed. I have a project to do that I've known about for two and a half weeks and I barely have anything done on it and I have to turn it on Monday.

This summer I will attempt to do something for myself. I really want to go to Miami after I finish school for the semester on May 22. Three months of vacation and probably spending most of it in boring Sacramento, California.